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much love,
kris.

happy new years eve & shit.

it's my birthday...

oh & merry xmas
or kwanza
or haunkemrka however you spell it
or whatever holiday you celebrate

cheers, dears!

i pulled out my father's old double string guitar and was up till 5am and i wrote this song that i think may be my favorite one of all, so far...at least:

who knows what kind of things a winter wind brings
perhaps a kiss for their sons and daughters
a reason for innocent laughter
tis the season to be an eagle
and maybe, just maybe, the word that you spread
will come back home
just in time, just in time, for bed

the cage bird sings,
she spreads her wings, her wings
and in the darkness you stand with your palm flattened
and your eyes closed
as she lands and pecks your hand
she flies out the window and lands on a snowy cherry tree
to be, to be, to be, free, to be, to be free, is to be free,

must we understand this warmth we feel in our chests
the beating of our brave little hearts
i will moisten the cracks on your lips with a simple
winters kiss
and maybe, just maybe, the love we spread
will come back home
just in time, just in time, for bed

why is it that i don't cry for movies like Rent but i cry like a baby for movies like Artificial Intelligence and The Chronicles of Narnia?

ps. The Chronicles of Narnia was the best movie ever, by the way.

i am such a capricorn and i didn't even realize how much of a capricorn i was until i lived with an overally obsessive capricorn who's excuse for everything is, "well...i did it ...because i'm a capricorn. sorry."

found these pictures when i was cleaning things on my puter.

justin, cody, samuel

nora

hanna

that was the last night i was in indianapolis. i can't wait to go back & see all my indy friends. i'm pumped.

once upon a time,
there was a very splendid kid named andrew!


one day, his roomate kristin was sleeping peacefully when he just decided to attack her ear because he ran out of breakfast foods.


kristin yelled, "No Andrew! Bad!" ...and andrew became vulnerable


he was so vulnerable he started to walk away


kristin ran after him and said sorry to him and gave him a hug. he then was so happy, he did his victory dance



"i just love make ups!" says andrew.



"i will never attack another ear again!" said andrew.












har har KIDDING.

rest in peace, pat morita.
1932-Nov. 24th 2005

in other news,
the new kid show was absolutely amazing off the hook. i don't think i have ever had the best 4 months of my life than i did these four months with my young americans. i grew so much as a person with you guys just from rehearsals and being taught things about how to approach things in life, how to act, and just how to live. i know i will grow even more as a person once i experience a tour and i can't wait!

and now that the new kid show is over, i can have my way with my new kid director, joey. kiddang!

peace out,
with love,
kris

yeah

i dressed up as a faerie & got my heart broken.

Telescope on Pier, 9, Oct 20045

there's a reason why someone is the way they are. ask them what their story is.

indiana kitchen. 12 june 2005


i don't know why i did what i did last night. it's kind of scary. kind of not. it felt good though. but, i'm not sure if this is really *me.

regina spektor

she's burning up my cd player.

i just bought over 50 dollars worth of art & post-modern posters.


here's one of the andy warhol ones that i bought

airplane ride to california 20, august 2005

we stayed up till 6am and talked and listened to jeff buckley and muse in the dark. then woke up at 1pm. and now i have my music theory class.

i was trying to not post so many pictures of me in this journal, but i changed some things last night & today. i dyed my hair a blue-ey color & i got my chin pierced.

( narcissistic, sorry )

i think i had one of the best nights of my life. i made 3 t-shirts, i went to michael's, i listened to neutral milk hotel in my backyard while sewing a skirt (my mother got me this really amazing pattern last week). i jumped roped in my driveway for about 45 minutes. i saw zak for the first time in about 5 months. i starved myself all day until yats which made the food 100 times better than it really was. i left my phone number on a napkin for the redhead at yats who i've had a crush on forever. i went to broad ripple & listened to my friends play guitar in g major.
i went to a party on the other side of town. i smoked a black-my first cigarette-like something for a really long time but it's summer & i didn't care. i hugged an ex longer than i have ever hugged him before in awhile & it felt good. someone put a letter in my purse when i wasn't looking and it was the best note ever. i saw abigail which made me happy. i listened to cody's mixed cd & shared it with two other girlfriends. i road in the backseat of a white car & didn't have to drive once (well at least not till 2am). i went to the mind & listened to people read poetry & sing. i sang a song that i wrote today called summer love. i kissed a stranger. i stuck my face out the car window while going 60 miles an hour & choked on the air but it felt fucking amazing. i love the summer.